Used to

I would want to talk about the word 'used to'. In fact, I always have this bad habit. For example, yesterday, I went badminton with my ex colleague and Phillip. I depend on people too much that when ever the shuttlecock flies far, I will tend to hide, and let my partner get that flying thing. I realize if I were playing one to one with friends, I can run and I don't find a problem in it. It's a bad habit that I should have get rid off which lead me to another conclusion towards my attitude, lazy.

I can be so lazy that I can't even stand myself, disappointed with it. But still, I'm working on it. :)

Hope there is improvement in it.