Update Apr 2012

its been awhile. Xian just flew to Japan. I have been busy working. At least this job isn't boring as I thought it would. Tim drove us to Penang to meet xian before she fly to Japan. I cried. Was thinking if I am able to send my kids oversea next time when they grow up. Separating with someone you love is hard. She just reached today, and called us back. She told us that she likes there somehow.

There is an event tomorrow. I got to help up as I am still new. Hopefully its not as tiring as every working day. There is still ton of mini tasks that I haven't done.

My superior, very pretty and capable lady. Single, 28 this year. She really look attractive to me when she is working. She even look attractive when she is around us. Alot of guys are aftering her, but she is looking for a guy who must be older than her by 7 years. Thats her limit. Her choice of guy is super duper unique to me. We have been talking awhile. I find her facing the same problem as mine when comes into relationship. But this is our secret, no one should know yet. However, I hope I would be as capable as her in two years time! I know I can!

I have no time for crying. Got to concentrate and finish up for the fyp i have not done. still a little bit more to go. My head gonna burst soon. But I believe God will never give us more than we can handle. Whatever I have done wrong, I can't look back, I can only look forward, not to make the same mistake, and continue my journey where He has plan. But if I have a second chance, I will make 10 times better. Till then.

Things I want to get in 2012

1. A job. An interesting job that i won't get bored.
2. Compact Digital Camera. (budget : RM1.5k - June)
3. A watch. (budget : RM1k)
4. Get rid of dark circle (Go to beauty center)
5. A car - Myvi for now will do. (Monthly installment - RM500)
6. Burberry Handbag (budget: RM3k)

7. Happy, get rid of depression, low confidence and low self esteem!

8. A house. would be in 2014-2015.

9. Improve my scar leg.

10. A laptop.

11. A nice hair cut.

To be continue....