信

这是一封写给自己看的信。我知道在感情上，我有时候很不成熟。老是只会等待，却不会自我保护。我觉得我在这次的感情上学了很多。不知从什么时候开始，我又渐渐的走入爱情毯上。我真的很开心。直到前几天，因为我的小差错，而导致他不开心。虽然他不再计较，我的心却一直放不下。我很想知道他在想什么。我很想知道他还关心我吗？我的心好像在滴血一样。不知是我敏感，还是他的确有在避开我。好了，yiling，十年后在看这封信吧。看看自己是个怎样的人。

草于，
Elaine Ong

Angriest thing

I have being throwing tantrum since past month. Small room housemate is way too wasteful. I just received the bill today. And it's up to RM200 for almost 3 months!! What the hell? It is always around RM30. And now, I have to pay for the electricity and water that I have never use?? FML!! I don't know who to talk to. My Rm200 will be just gone like that. And still it does not include my rental. This is really disappointing. Heart is so pain. The middle room girl moved out last month. I called her to pay, she told me that she doesn't use that much of electricity and refuse to pay. What shall I do? I'm crying again. Sigh.